Camming down the rabbit hole Ch2

How had I ended up in this situation? Sure I was going to need to make ends meet, but I could find a normal job couldn’t I? was I this desperate? Perhaps desperate wasn’t the right word, just over a month ago I had started out camming as a bit of fun, to maybe make a few pounds while I masturbated, which was going to do regardless of being on cam. And here I was, hairless, in a bra and thong, was I OK with this?

As overwhelming as the situation was, I looked down at myself, and staring over the hard nipples inside the empty cups of my ex-girlfriend’s bra, to my still very stiff, throbbing and now leaking cock encased in a lacy thong. I rationalised that it didn’t matter. I was just going to masturbate like I had that first time, it didn’t matter how many people were watching, but the more that watched the more I might be able to earn, and then I wouldn’t have to worry about my job. I was sure no-body was going to recognise me, and I could stop any time it got too much. This was fine.

I looked back up to the screen, and said “so would you like me to do tonight?” with a grin, I secretly hoped it would lead to an orgasm like I’d had the other week, something that intense and powerful, if I could earn the same tokens that would be a massive bonus.

The messages started to pop up on screen, and I slowly wrapped my hand around my dick. Not really stroking it, just pulling a little, I felt a bead of pre-cum dribble from my helmet and instinctively slid my index finger up to scoop it. Pulling my finger a way a long string hung down, I lifted it to the camera for everyone to see. Instantly messages pinged in telling me to suck it and I looked quizzically back. I’d never tasted myself before, and wasn’t sure I wanted to, thinking for a second I made the money sign with my other hand and with a little wink said “I think that’s going to cost you”. My moderator quickly set up a target of 200 tokens and the pings gradually trickled in. I rubbed the glob of pre-cum between my fingers, it was very slippery and smooth, raising it to my nose I gave it a smell, but it wasn’t overly flagrant, maybe this wouldn’t taste so bad after all.